You can Re-emerge

Yes I hit rock bottom,
Yes I became desperate
Yes I lost truck of time
Yes I saw it all fade away
Yes, I still prayed
Yes, I stumbled off and wandered
Yes, I saw what was strays of me
Yes I became lost
Yes, I fell down so hard
Yes, I saw hate and love in the eyes of my once admirers
Yes, I became a glimpse of who I used to be
Yes, I saw their betrayal
Yes, I saw them leave, let go
Yes, I saw them at a distance watching and waiting
Yes, the cup was heavy and painful
Yes, I thought it was all over
Yes, Every breath came with tears
Yes, I was misunderstood,
Yes, I gave too much for too little
Yes, I thought I was been a good girl
Yes, I thought it was empathy and expressing love
Yes, I expected too much
Yes, I hurt myself more trying to appease
Yes, I reached my limit

But it was then that

I remembered the woman God created
I remembered I could re-emerge
The One who makes the season Lives in me,
Yes, my brokenness, crushed spirit draws Him closer
I am not alone,have never been and will never be, He forsakes not,
Now,
I have been rescued and healed
I know compassion and unconditional love now
I want you to know there’s a way out
Don’t stay for the sake, don’t settle don’t give up on yourself
Allow yourself to forgive,let go and feel gratitude.
Step by step…..as in psalms 27