I know God is calling you to be honest with yourself and be authentic, thus means acknowledging behaviours and habits that act as a hindrance to your progress.
The decision to chose progress or regress is entirely on you. The seed you chose to water will keep on growing and the end results will show externally with time.
The fruits will either be peace, love, joy abundance , fulfilment and contentment or unfulfilled life that’s keeps on craving, chasing wanting and needing what it’s not sure of. The seed is either life giving or life taking.
It slowly and surely gives you life as you water it and enhances your progress or it regresses your life away as you water it, it slowly and surely leaves you void and empty.
Godward is stormy and painful and the end results are filled with joy and beauty.
There’s grace to overcome every pain and withstand the healing process and all the challenges, obedience and courage comes flowing to bring liberty and freedom. There’s flexibility.
On the other hand choosing reluctance and familiarity makes you more comfortable and pacifys you to believe in your Limiting beliefs, it’s smooth as you always have a way out of escaping and avoiding the pain and the storm that’s yielded to take you to the other side.
As you keep watering it with false intention of one day becoming better you grow something that its fruits are bitter, resentful, settling and you keep holding on to a false self and silently crave freedom and fulfilment, you become more rebellious not to other people but to the version of you that you now discard because you expected another version of you that you weren’t willing to uphold the journey and overcome. You are angry with the results of your outcome of the seed you choose to water consciously or unconsciously. The consequences are an opposite of what you wanted. You want to believe this person is a stranger and the real you is better so you project the stranger you to other people knowing or unknowingly to relieve the pressure within you.
And life becomes a surviving journey instead of a thriving journey.
This life you desire to thrive and manifest starts with you connecting with God. He gives life, guidance, teachings and reveals what’s hidden.
Romans 12:1-2
Jeremiah 29:11
John 10: 10
Galatians 2:17-21
John 15: 1-8
1peter 4:19
It’s by reconnecting inwardly and stilling ourselves to hear Him who lives inside of us to reform us, redeem us,heal us,renew us,refine us and make us new. He puts all that isn’t us to death, all that gratifys only the flesh and He resurrects who we are at our core, who we were formed to be that gratifys the Spirit.
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